My Shenanigans

For a couple of weeks I had told my husband I had a feeling I needed to be at home with our youngest son.  He is 3 years old, my brother and his wife were helping us babysit him while we were at work.  I kept getting a feeling, that I was going to be home soon.  That soon I was going to be a stay at home mom.  I would tell my sister, my mother and my husband for about a week.  As if God was preparing me or maybe telling me I needed to be at home and quit my job and slow down in life.  I mean I don't know exactly what he was saying, but I am pretty sure he was telling me to slow down...Okay he was telling me to sit down some where.  He had been telling me along with my family and friends.  See I kept getting sick, and weak.  I kept feeling the need to rest but did I rest?  We both know the answer to that... No, I did not.  I am a mom of 3 kids.  I am a super mom of 3 kids.  The mom that did the volunteering at church, and at school.  Took the kids to all the activities, did the ext